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Taking a TripWell after almost a week in our own living hell, Tam and I are taking a trip. Not the trip that most one would think! We are going to Ottawa. That is where her family is at and we are going to do a small 4 day trip up there and get away from London for a bit. London is not a bad place, I love it here, but there is just to much here right now to make me want to stay and beable to keep a clear head.This trip will allow me to just get away from it all. All meaning, the old job, the ex's, the bills the heart ache that still lingers over me and all that wonderful jazz called life! I'm not complainin, I mean, heack I'm lucky to have life and most of all I'm lucky to have my son.After talking with Tam the other night I discoverd that she is really and truly the only person who knows me. She says its because she pays attention but I dont even have to say a word and that woman knows something either wrong or I'm having a great day. I guess that's the meaning of a best friend. That fundemental is new to me, a best friend who doesn't talk about me behind my back and someone who accepts me for me, even tho, yes she does have moments where she wants to throttle me till I'm blue or beat me with a pillow! *laugh*She had me tear up the other night all because of something she said to me. She promised me that eventualy the hurt will be less and less and that No it may never completely go away, I'll learn to deal with it! She said to me that I am a contridiction....and after she explained it to me, I sat in amazment that someone knew me that well. She said : You're both strong and yet vulnerable, I have big dreams but I am cautious, I dream but I lock myself into the real world, I have big hopes, but I am afraid to believe, and that I am confident and insecure all in the same!After reading what she wrote I was like wow, this chick knows her shit ....God bless ya Tam....you're the only person I know that I can act like a total fool infront of and you're willing to go right along with me! I'm taking this one day at a time. The hurt is yes still there but easier every day, only comes back in full when I talk to him and it seems like he has absolutly no care in the world for me any more. Well not so much for me itself but its different..the way he acts and I guess with all that it is anymore thats ok...I've just gotta deal with it! All is fair in love and war......ok..so Im gonna go now...I probably wont be back on for a few days but...thats ok....cus Im getting the hell out of here for a while.....if anyone needs me..my cell phone is always on..so give me a shout...other wise I'll see all of ya's on the flip side of things!

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